暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情
还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人
是不是同一个
真实的你
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

Yaya the last 2 weeks of the semester .. i can go back home in kl and get enough rest and get crazy with my sister ... she just back from sarawak .... oh eventually i got someone to talk to and no need to "talk" to my diary anymore.....

 

Although i missing no one and loving no one .. but actually sometimes i do feel LONELY .... right now i am .. the feeling is flooded.... oh ~~~ how am i going to get rid of this ..

 

i just try to kacau around and message my friends in msn ... and try to pour out the unhappy feeling with zi bin in msn ... yeah .. those who fall in love with zi bin ... if i post the dialogue between me and him .. i think you probably need to reconsider OK ? hahaah

 

what else .... jia wen ... we end up chatting with those "blue-ish" things ... he loves it ... and so do i .. wakaka

 

and with my brother .. he always ask me to update my antivirus program .. siao? i am so fragile as well as my computer ... damn !!!

 

my sis? she will start off the conversation by calling me ba dia .. and says she feel so sien at home ...but she is not after all .....then start craps ... but normally she will said she wan to go o si and will be watching drama after that ..... SHE LEAVES ME ALONE ... wahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

 

 

i chat ? no one can chat with me for hours .... i sleep .... insomnia .. attack me ... i eat .. hoiyo ... i am on diet < ya ~~ all the time >

 

 

is my RESPONSIBILITIES ... wakaka