Nothing much can blog about recently, i facing the computer more than human being, because of one reason, INFORMATICA project started, such a powerful ETL tools that until now still position at top 1 over the world. CANGGIH !!! INFORMATICA rox ~~~

 

Picking up a new tool doesnt sound really easy, yeah !!! But everyone in the office claims that it is easier to use compare to SQL 2000 DTS, because all of them never really dirty their hand to use it mer ~~~~ talk easy nia .. chiu  !!! After few weeks with informatica, it looks better now, not that HAK YAN ZHANG anymore,

 

Since the first day of developing this project, i cant really sleep until very lena.... been telan-ing panadol like addicted to pil ecstacy.... phew phit ~~~!! DAMN HIGH 

wakakak, until a day i cant really tahan the tension atmosphere in office, i took an emergency leave by sending only a very short email to my senior and admin.... hiak hiak...

 

U never know until u got it boom by your manager, the next day when i stepped into the office, i found out that 1 of my teammate and the project manager also absent on the day i took leave, one MC and one unplanned leave ... so this is what we call it 'MO QI'? ya right ~~!!! few hours later, our general manager, came out from his office and called us for a short meeting, SAI, we kena farted until our whole face busuk ... hahahaha ..

 

GM: tell me the project status.

Christine: It's delay.

GM: Its delay !!, tell me why tomolo one taking unplanned leave, one EL, one MC... give me the reasonable explanation.

EVERYONE: ..........

 

Kena gao gao ...

 

I always want to be the first to know your next destination, well i think i have no right to ask so.

I always want to demand for more, but i think i should know what is self control.

I always deny what i think or feel, but my physical movement/decision prove it all.

I always want to be carefree and move on, but i am just too stubborn.

I always want to ...... but end up it never happen.

 

 

Since everyone is emphasizing tranparency, so i am not going to write in a diary, instead i will just blog it here. Actually nothing is wrong when your friends get to knwo your personal life, or your troubles. This is what i think of, you may disagree with me

 

Recently my past is trouble me a lot, that is why i am super unstable yet very emotional, it is so suffering!! Imagine, your emotion is totally out of your control, and you cannot control your facial expression or even what is coming out from your mouth. Sorry for those who actually get offended by me, especially my senior, mr. honny... kakakaka...

 

Yes!! nothing special, again is my ex's matter trouble me, people might think that, is because i keep rewind to preview at present, and i admit it so. I just do not know why i can keeping this all the while until now. STUBBORN isnt it. damn it ...

 

Therefore, to make it clear and destroy my will/wish to get back together with him again, i actually write a letter to make everything clear <although i already know the result> stupid me.. kekekeke...

 

I get his reply today,  before reading the mail, i keep asking myself:"will it affect your mood ? will you burst into tears later on?" Eventually, i decided to click on the link. Yea!!! relief~~~ it is as simple as a CTRL ALT DELETE, most of my sadness gone.

 

Over means over, no one have the power to back to the past, no matter how strong we hold the memories, still it can only play in our mind, u cannot hold it real. I'll accept it. i will ~~

 

你的心情总在飞,什么事都要去追

你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊,你最害怕孤单的滋味

你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎,经不起一点风吹

你的身边总是要许多人陪,你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天总会黑,人总要离别  谁也不能永远陪谁

而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对,只是你我会感觉到疲惫

 

 

 

Everyone is hot with the election spree, hawkers at wet market, housewives, even nenek sekalian also equipped with their very meaningful point of view or opinions. Very jia lat, every minutes, everywhere, anytime, is all about DAP, BN, Keadilan, PAS .. bla bla bla ...

 

The day before the election day, everyone is hot with it and cant wait the big day to arrive.... Well the feeling is like, you going to receive an award from yang berbahagia... my mom nearly wanna make up and dress like a princess on the election day.... adish !!!! What happen to all this !!! Is not an oscar or astro awards .. doink !!!

 

It is a day where we as a malaysian have to take our responsibilities to choose the leader which we think that they can give us the BETTER, BRIGHTER tomorrow. Right?

 

At 8am in the morning, i already arrived the the polling station,  few minutes later, SAYA TELAH PUN MELAKSANAKAN TANGGUNGJAWAB SAYA SEBAGAI ANAK MALAYSIA.

 

At the time i walked out from the room, i can feel the wind is blowing gently and give a thank you kiss on my face.... wakakaka.... at the same time i received an sms from one of my colleague. She has the same feeling as mine, she feels damn proud that the poll that she made, counted and appreciated by respective party.

 

GOOD Ching ching, sebagai seorang anak MALAYSIA, kami harus mededikasikan hamba demi masa depan kebangsaan MALAYSIA ...

 

Anak Malaysia BOLEH !!!

 

Sweet  smile on everyone's face. Congratulation to peishin on her best wedding ceremony.

 

 

Friends how come i only able to grab one photo, post more la.....

I was thinking of change to maggi mee hairstyle since long long time ago .... but due to the reason that many objections from friends, i dare not try it on ...

 

But..... recently i changed my mind.... very jia lat, i will never try maggi me anymore

 

 

 

and my friend aka siu yun did this for me ... (-.-)"